Tuesday, October 31, 2017

5 Hidden Things in October

Again, a month passed without realized. Fuhh fuhhh macam angin lalu sedar sedar dah 31 October. Hmm, 31 Oktober, Happy Birthday Daddy!!

A lot things happened in October, but i need to stick with the rule, list only 5 things, otherwise there will be only one summary post in every month :D

1. Mommy is staying here. (+Family Vacation)
I dont have to balik kampung this month as my mom is staying here at my sister's house being a nanny to her spoil granddaughter. And I become a clinghy daughter going there many times. 

2. Increment didnt turn out well.
....and my manager asked me when we were together in the room, "Aren't you happy?" "Yes, but this is not what I expected...I hope for more" I replied bravely, really cant hide my true inside feeling. I think my sacrification here should have a full stop. Ya Allah, help me for the better job!

3. Major Service to My Baby
I used a lot of money this month. But seriously, car's maintenance is higher than my body's need! But ya, no choice. I still need to change later to battery now as it's really sounds bad. So bad. 

4. Finally I passed to donate my blood again!
Hahahaha, should i mention this? After i got positive dengue last year, finally this month, exactly a year, i passed to donate again! The needle was so big and scary. Many people refuse to do this, but nahh idk, i volunteer myself. I just like to challenge myself doing things i scare.

I need to capture this picture so that I can get the free gift.

5. Help me to decide!
My friends are inviting me to go holiday to Jogjakarta, which i budget will cost me around RM1.5k and even more- ya, i know myself well. I went to Phuket before with them. It's in April next year and I have to renew my car's insurance & roadtax on June. I keep thinking bout this for the very very long. For a poor like me, hahaha, 1.5k seem too big but experience is more expensive. Opportunity doesn't come twice.....but my mind keep remind me "measure your cloth with your own body". Is it okay if I don't follow right? Because if i suffer later to pay my expenses, nobody will help me right? *pat pat my back* :)

Wow the entry language is so so bad. I didnt manage to write well this time. I will improve again next time! 

Monday, October 30, 2017



Hai Assalamualaikum,

Kalau korang read this entry sebab nak cari a place to rent. Yes, please, continue to read.

Bukan senang nak cari tempat bermalam yang selesa, bersih, tenang, rilek rilek tetengah bandar kan.

Disebabkan aku datang satu family, so aku prefer homestay/apartment untuk sewa sebab memang selesa ada peti ais dapur, living room semua. Plus aku memang cari tempat yang ada pool sebab nak add family bonding.

Aku tak biasa buat review, tapi honestly aku rasa homestay yang aku sewa ni, should receive a special credit from me :)

Tujuan aku sewa homestay ni adalah sebab nak g konvo adik aku kat PICC Putrajaya. Dari homestay ni ke PICC - 30 minutes kalau smooth. Semua homestay kat Putrajaya mahei mahei and tak berbaloi. Kalau korang nak attend konvo kat UKM, aku rasa homestay ni pun takde lah jauh sangat pun. Balakong - Bangi.

Aku 6 dewasa + 2 children.

-Homestay ni ade 3 bilik tidur + 2 bilik air.
-Wifi, gym, sauna, small playround included.
-Infinity pool view.
-Permandangan view dari bilik layan habis.
-Easy access to everywhere - eg : AEONS/7eleven, The Mines.
-Current Price : RM230 (Weekday only). Weekend aku tak ingat.
-Home condition - Tip Top
-Contact Number : Hafiz 0129455562

Friday, October 27, 2017

Him Nae Sayo.

Phone vibrates.

"Noni, be strong". I draw a bitter smile.
Yes, this is what I need right now. A support.

"I've too. I've no other options."

"I know how you feel. Pray for the best ok"


The tears is flowing again.

Help me, help me, help me.

Sunday, October 15, 2017


14 October 2017 | Selamat Hari Sukan Negara!

Alhamdulillah, selepas berbulan bulan lamanya gantung kasut from heavy hike, kali ni aku decide nak pakai balik kasut tu. Rasa macam dah banyak lemak, dah lesu dah malas, nak kena recharge balik spirit energy. Sebelum decide, aku Google dulu Bukit Saga ni macam mana level dia. And majority blogger cakap medium track. Aku pun okayy, malam sebelum tu baru isi nama dalam group EJG cakap nak followww, luckyyy sebab diorang pilih tempat yang dalam Selangor je, kalau luar Selangor mungkin dah tak ikut.

6.45 pagi sampai kat Parking Bukit Saga, Ampang. Parking tepi tepi jalan, akan nampak satu Apartment tinggi. Ohh ni ke Bukit Ampanggg yang cantik tuuu. Tenang gilaa tengok permandangan ni Subhanallah.

I should come here again next time.

Start hiking around 745 pagi. Buat warming up sikit and que in line tuk naik. Perghhh gila ramai orangg. Mungkin sebab ni memang riadah track macam Broga, tak payah request permit, so ramai yang datang individually.

Awal awal track terus mencanak. Landai pun sikit je. Lepas setengah jam push, aku dah mental dah, almost give up. Mesti body aku shock hahaha biase ko bermalas malasan ni asal tetiba active pulak ni. Kepala pusing tahap 5minit break 5 minit break. Jantung berdegup teruk sekali dengan otak ngapp ngapp ngapp. Rasa nak landing jee tengah tengah track tu. Berhenti tepi tahan tarik nafas minum air. Dalam kepala duk menyumpah asal la ko pergi setuju nak hiking hahaha. Keep cheering myself up, akuu bolehh akuu boleehh! Alhamdulillah aku terus kan jugak dalam setengah lebih-2 jam sampai kat 1st check point.

Tuesday, October 10, 2017

Freeze The Time

My daddy says that life comes at you fast
We all like blades of grass
We come to prime and in time we just wither away
And it all changes
My view with a looking glass won't catch the past
Only photographs remind us of the passing of days
Oh nothing stays the same from yesteryears
See I recall being afraid of the dark
And holding on to teddy bears
I'd wrap myself in blankets just to cover me from fears

Now I wish I could freeze the time at seventeen

My mother said don't forget where you come from, where you've been
Always keep your closest friends they can't slip away
They keep you grounded
Oh keep yourself surrounded with good advice
And yeah I guess that sounded nice when I was ten
Oh but never were there truer words
In all my days I've ever heard
And when she told me little girl the answer is love
So those are words that I keep with me
Though the seasons change so quickly
Keep them buried in my heart
And never fought

So hear me scream
I was too young to understand what it means
I couldn't wait til I could be seventeen
I thought she lied when she said "take my time to breathe"
Now I wish I could freeze the time at seventeen

I cant stop staring at these pictures because i love to recall how happy we were and how lucky i was to be surround with the good people. I wish by the time we growing up, we're still together. By the time we we feel lonely, we remember we still have each others. And by the rough time we face, we're still cheerish it up together.

Now I wish I could freeze the time at seventeen

Monday, October 9, 2017


9 October.

This date. 3 years ago. It changed 3 important things in my life. The most three important things. The date that i'll remember more than any others date.  It has a significant moment toward my life. I honestly don't know how i feel toward this. I cant be sad nor be happy. I don't want to celebrate it like how i did one year ago and two years ago.

Am i regret?

It was a mix big day still i'm not sure how should i feel.

Lets me just reveal one. Three years ago, it was a date when I first time become an employee. Still fresh. I went to the office one hour ealier, by bus but i opened the Maps apps along the way because I was so scared if I missed my stop. Went to work for the first day and forgot to bring along the phone charger until my phone died at 4PM and someone become worried so so much. And at that night i got surprise, it was the date i met my ex.

It was a good day but half of me hate it.

It was a day that started the most three important things and make me learned a lot of lessons in life.

Selebihnya biar aku pendam.

Sembilan sepuluh sebelas.

Saturday, October 7, 2017


Here is the main reason why there's no new post yet. I tried to but every post went to draft and make me lose my interest to story bout it anymore huhuhuuuuuu

Firstly, I'm not a fanatic fan to Korean's drama. Over 100 dramas that come out, the probability i watch is only 2% and might be 0%. I used to watch korean drama before, but half of them, I end up hate myself for wasting a lot of times being lazy on bed. Have you ever watch the Goblin? The promotion is really wow right? But do you really love the ending? For me it's so stupid and i hate myself for spending time on it. But I do love to watch movies in my relax time and to pour out my stress.

Lately, there's this one korean drama that my friend suggested to watch but I keep ignoring her. Hahahaha. I've no time laaa Ain ;p Accidentally one day, I browsed that drama and read the feedbacks. 99% is a positive feedbacks. People really want the drama to extend. Everyone loves it. Wooww. It makes me more eager to know what the story is all about, so i tried to watch the 1st episode, but still, no intention to finish the whole drama. Buttt wowwww! I keep watched it till late of the night. And now i cant skip a day without watching it. During my lunch, during my dinner, at night till i fall asleep.

Sunday, October 1, 2017

Welcoming Excited October!


Hi Hello October! Alhamdulillah, I’m still breathing and so are you! Be good and always do good Noni! It’s 1030pm by now, a first day in new month of October and today was a super fun Sunday and now I’m lying down on my bed putting mask on my face writing up this post. Internally, I’m happy. -except to accept the fact tomorrow is Monday. Lazyyyy

I was doing well in September, no excessive tears, no accident, not get beaten, no bleeding, and looking forward to do better in October! Lets be good. *shaking hands* A lot of exciting things gonna be happen this month. Hopefully! My weekends schedule is fully planned. Lets see...Mommy is coming over for a few days tomorrow, Wina is getting married with her prince, a getaway plan with my girls, my younger brother’s convocation etc etc weheeeee gonna having fun and oh i just remember one more thing! and....it’s time for a major service to my baby. Moneyy moneyyyy where are youuu come to me please! 

Here is my 10 October advices toward myself!

💗 Dont rush. If there's something you'll miss, it will be the time you have now.

💗 Stop wasting time blaming yourself and blaming others. Things happen for a reason, even if the reason will make sense ten years down the road.

💗 Dont stay around the toxic people just because you're afraid of being alone. Being your own best friend has its perks, and there's no one else you'll spend more time with than yourself.

💗 Write, write and write. It will help you clear your mind and also distarct yourself when you're anxious. Writing will be your best friendd (Truuuuuuuuuuuue!)

💗 Learn all you can, and njoy all you want. Knowledge is the only thing truly yours.

💗 Be a friend you need, the one you want.

💗 Read all you can, you'll find words you cant say in the lip of others, you'll find sheter.

💗 Love yourself. That's the only love you'll have, constantly, and the only one that will stick with you even if you fail and fall.

💗 Learn from the past. Stop live in your past. Grow and move on.

 💗 Have Faith. Let your heart trust Allah alone to take care of the things you cannot understand.

 Hi October, I wish for something miracle and lets be good to each other. *Hugggggs*

 Till then. Love you.